Ava - Trust Training

As always, my best thinking occurs when I submerge myself in water.

Tonight I thought about a series of instructive dreams I began experiencing when I was in my mid-twenties and on my way home from living in Whistler, B.C..

These dreams - which began with me learning how to be hurled against a solid wall and literally pass through it unscathed (let go completely = relax completely = trust completely) and advanced to me not resisting being bitten by wild and by domestic animals (let go completely = relax completely = trust completely) and, most recently, with me choosing to let go completely = relax completely = trust completely while sitting in the backseat of a driverless, moving vehicle - have all served to train me for exactly where I am in my life today.

Awake, I find myself in the exact position my nighttime training began preparing me for over half my lifetime ago i.e., a position where (for me at least) trust is the piece which makes the whole venture hang together - trust in myself, trust in others, trust in life, trust in the creative process ... trust in the power of love.

To comfortably, and to confidently, extend this much trust in all directions (for me) required training and I am very thankful for the chance to realize the meaning behind its occurrence as it has been rigourous indeed. And, no doubt, it will continue to be because I can see trust is like a muscle that has to be exercised and challenged to stay fit and available.

But, for now, I am happy to say I have accummulated enough trust to plug into my current situation and I do trust everything and, ultimately, everyone I need to trust for this next chapter of my life (as an elder spokesperson sharing my truth) to unfold as it needs to. And, I also know I can be trusted to play a positive part in the unfolding of everyone's elder (or not elder) purposes that I am linked to.

Everyone involved with "The Open Sesames" and, moreover, everyone seriously involved with "The Fiddleguy's Place" is poised on the verge of a positive shift. I know it, and I trust it, and I am excited about this fact for everyone's sake.